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[Jun. 26th, 2006|01:15 pm] |
"Oops! My image for this link is no longer here."
Such an elegant header. I feel like someone has to make my LJ a paid account and make something with it cause like, it's going down the tubes. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|11:47 am] |
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
T. Look!
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[Jun. 24th, 2006|09:41 pm] |
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You people are ugly. You know who you are. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|04:56 pm] |
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This is all my fault now? SHE says gay people are disgusting and IIIIIIIII am the trouble maker? What the feck?!
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[Jun. 21st, 2006|11:55 pm] |
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Best. Night. Ever. in FF land. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2006|06:15 pm] |
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Yeah, it's just sad that the thread of the only true thing I love and stand in OTH is the one I can't get into.
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[Jun. 21st, 2006|04:54 pm] |
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TJ LOVES LIZZIE HARDCORE! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2006|12:59 am] |
12.58 AM. This is just bad. I should be sleeping. I work tomorrow, I worked today and I'm obviously not in slumber land. I love my job, I really do, it's hard and crazy but I really enjoy it and we have such a strong and close team, it's great. But it's so time consuming.
Is it possible to be physically and emotionally moved by a song? If I didn't know before, I know it now.
"Gloria"
I have so much to say and yet, I don't feel like bringing myself to that. I have all these things, thoughts and feelings going on with me, around me. Sometimes I just can't. I have been feeling pretty sad most of the time and I'm emotional nowadays. I cry, I suck.
The only thing I look forward to is my BFFs coming back next week. I must sound pathetic. And I am. I've been holding onto little things, just to make sure I was doing okay for the next day and now I feel like I run out of things to hold onto.
My baby, the oldest one who's 8, had an accident, nothing really serious but he got hurt pretty bad and he's all miserable and hurting. I'm worried. My grand mother has been hurt, 4 ribs fractures. My sister is crying and even more emotional than I am.
Mon just made me cry.
I'm envious of my friends. It's such a bad thing to say but sometimes, it's just how I feel. They're out there, somewhere in the world. They go out, think about themself, study, drink, have fun... just be 19. And I'm not. As some may know, I was studying in NZ with 2 of my chicks, last year. But I had to go back to Tahiti for some family issues. My grand mother wasn't feeling okay, my brother in law got into an accident and had been burned severly, my sister was depressing and they were even on the verge of a divorce, my mom was pressuring me everyday to go back to Tahiti, her illness was worsening. And me being away wasn't helping. Plus I had stuff going on over there and I came back to Tahiti. It all came to me. Now I realised that I wished for that, being away, leaving everything and just taking care of me. I feel so bad thinking that way, I must be a horrible person.
I have my friends there, I have The Guy, too. But I feel lonely. But that should change pretty soon. I just have to keep on going for a week and it's gonna be okay, it has to.
I still don't wanna talk about the stuff that's been going on that's why I still talk about stuff I don't care about. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2006|09:52 pm] |
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Just got home. Me. dead. Sleep.
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|10:33 pm] |
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| | "Gloria" - Tyler pwns your life Hilton | ] | So. I've been posting on LP thread the past few days. And I don't care what you people are saying, I liked it. BL thread blows nowadays, I don't like Sophia thread for reasons I will not say publicly and really, I started posting on LP cause I was bored and just wanted to see if they were going to ignore my soul. Turns out they didn't and I had some precious conversations about Tyler, WTL, books and met some great people over there. Plus, I just got myself a Tyler's song I didn't earn before, so it makes it all greater for me. The sight of LP still bothers me but it's not about who I like or dislike on the show, it's alllllll about the posters and the souls behind the shippers. I majorly don't care about OTH, I have been hating on that show, its character and its storyline for a long time and I post on threads I don't even like the ship. Like, do I really care about NP? Psh, no. Has NH stopped aggravting the hell out of me? Of course not. Do I slightly enjoy the thought of LP making out? Hell, no. But I post. Why? Because I want to. That's all. And I'm glad I am cause I'd be missing out on knowing great people. Of course, I'm Out Topic all the time since I cannot discuss over LP and just ignore all of the caps, LP-related post but I still enjoy. And if for that, I confuse and you think less of me, I don't care. Ha.
...I realised I don't know how to post pictures and insert a "cut", so my pic!spammage? Down the tubes.
As for my life, still going crazy. But I don't like talking about serious matter. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|06:00 pm] |
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Third update today. I have no life.
So. I’m done watching episode 317 of OTH. Shameful thing to say is that I actually caught myself thinking “hey, I’m not disgusted by it, I actually like it”. I enjoyed most of it and was…
+ hurting with Karen, Moira is so amazing, it’s not even funny.
+ moved by Brooke trying her best to be there for Lucas while trying to figure everything out and be strong for herself while helping people she cared about.
+ Enjoying every BL moment, they’re so in love. Aw.
+ Outraged by NH.
+ Smiling at BP scenes.
+ Angry at Mark for making me dislike Haley so much with his NH.
+ Longing for some BH scenes.
+ liking Rachel, something I’ve been doing for a quite while.
+ Bothered by the NH 70 I Love You’s.
+ Laughing at Chad’s pathetic attempt at crying.
+ thinking Dan should go to hell. Dude, he killed the bird! And totally spit on Keith's grave.
+ hit by the fact that LP SO love each other.
+ Scared by young Keith’s ghost.
So there it is. Now I think it’s time for me to make myself a future. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|03:08 pm] |
Second update of the day. Why? Because I can. So I didn't get to work today, which was pretty sweet. I've been sharing my time with talking with one of my dearest friend, downloading the only Walk The Line clips I have found, grieving over Everwood, organizing my WTL's PB, and eating ice cream as lunch and gushing about WTL and Everwood all at once. It was pretty nice to do nothing but chilling. Calm before the storm as we say since I work tomorrow. Yeah, Sunday.
So next Saturday, I have my day off. It's my sister's birthday. And since my nephew's is not long after it, we're gonna make both all at once. It's gonna be sweet. I've had my sis' present for a quite while, like, 2 weeks. It's an elegant leather necklace with a colorful mother of pearl and...a pearl. I think she'll like it.
But I'm in big trouble. I have no idea on what to get for my baby. I mean, what do you buy for a 4 years old kid? Sigh. He has every piece of clothes he wants, every toy, the kid has everything.
He's obsessed with his hair, I might have to find something like, cool stuff for hair. God, this is hard.
EEEEEE! Just realised, my BFF and chicks are gonna come home in less than 2 weeks! WoOt WoOt!!!!1! [ /14years old]
And anyone who wants to make me some prettyful avatars, I'm open. And banners, too. And a new layout. Just.. pick one. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|02:06 pm] |
So, I really wanna change my layout. For multiple reasons. But of course, I can't make art to save my life and changing a layout would be as hard as listening to one of Paris Hilton' tracks. Therefore, I'll just pic!spam soon. Guesssss what will be the subject and you'll get an old cookie. =) |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|04:41 pm] |
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Is it possible to quit life? |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|06:51 pm] |
Life is crazzzzzyyy. I barely have time for me, it's just sad. Work is crazy. And when I get home, I have to do my brother's teacher job crap. I haven't even talked to my BFF in forever even though she finds the time to get online, I just can't even talk more than 2 minutes without having other junk to do for my brother. God, I wish I hate my family. Things would be so much easier. 15 days and she's back! I LOV- CRAP! Totally forgot about The Guy. Damn. Phone. I gotta go. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2006|04:51 am] |
Brutal Honesty Meme
This is Lizzie because Summer is to lazy to do this herself ;) But I'm sure if she was the one typing this she would tell you all to GET OFF YOUR FAT ASSES AND GO AND TELL HER WHAT YOU THINK. WHORES, ALL OF YOU.
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